去年生日许的愿望一个实现了，一个没实现。

那今年就许一个吧~

明天晚上要好好给自己做一顿饭。想家了。

 

不夸张的说，这两个月的忙碌程度已经创下近年来之最。整个二月份看的资料比我之前两个学期看的书还要多。

心散了半年，感觉来了荷兰除了厨艺和理发的技艺有所长进之外，其他都没啥进步，得过且过。虽然屡次嚷嚷要从新做人，都是一直没有行动。

自从年初口试挂掉之后大受刺激，决定开始发愤图强。

 

这学期的课程设置也相当配合，七个礼拜的上课周有5门必修课，1门选修。其中两门是荷兰语授课，老师扔了英文资料给我们让我们自学之后找时间口试。另外四门也很刺激，6个礼拜9个presentation，外加一个大作业，学期末2个REPORT，1篇ESSAY，完了都是口试。

刚接触这个专业的时候什么都不懂，现在总算开始入门了。终于体会到学习的乐趣了，也开始有了一点成就感，还不错。chenyue同学说做presentation是台上10分钟台下十年功。还记得为了准备第一次Presentation，凌晨5点半才睡，然后7点半起来又练习了一遍，8点半去上课。项目进度很赶，每周的工作量很大，一旦准备的不充分就会上台出丑，压力蛮大的。直接导致神经紧绷，皮肤差，造型邋遢。

 

搬了新家，比原来的小盒子大了好多，视野也很好，生活也很方便。虽然离学校远了点，在大风里拼命的骑车，估计腿又要粗一圈了。

下周就要生日了闹，我可怜的小生日被夹在两个final presentation中间。头半年每个月出去玩的辉煌不再，口口声声说心要静一静，但是，看着大家都在筹划着女王节出游的计划，心又开始痒了呢！算了，再忍忍，等暑假吧~

 

开心的时光总是短暂，愉快的周末又过去了。为什么sunday是每周的第一天呢，因为又要开始学习了。

 

If I am lost for a day try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things, that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest, in June there's the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
But out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive!
Calendar Girl, who's in love with the world, stay alive!

I dreamed I was dying, as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window and threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on the beach by the sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive!
Calendar Girl, who is lost to the world, stay alive!

January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm alive
November, December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive!